MYSELF SONG LYRICS

I see the ashtray from afar
And it seems like you’ve been
Up all night 
Somedays even crying in the car
And I wish that I could
Be your light

Leave my hand when it’s cold outside 
But you
Call me up in the middle of the night
Sick of feeling like
The one that tried

Now that you’re screaming
I can’t even hear myself
Words you don’t believe cause
You don’t really want the help
Even though I’m breathin’
I can’t really feel myself
What I hate to say
Is I love the pain
What I hate to say
Is I love the pain

Baby sometimes you drive me
Insane
And I know that I
Probably do the same
And it’s back and forth
And up and down
And you see it too
What is it all worth?
How’s about we see it through

Leave my hand when it’s cold outside 
But you
Call me up in the middle of the night
Sick of feeling like
The one that tried

Now that you’re screaming
I can’t even hear myself
Words you don’t believe cause
You don’t really want the help
Even though I’m breathin’
I can’t really feel myself
What I hate to say
Is I love the pain
What I hate to say
Is I love the pain

What I hate to say
Is I love the pain
What I hate to say
Is I love the pain

MYSELF MUSIC VIDEO CREDITS

Writer/Executive Producer: Jeremy Farber
Production Coordinator: Kelsey Nunn
Director: Tarryn Doherty
Cinematographer: Wynand Basson
Camera Operator: Peter Belcher
Steadicam Operator: Andrew Luscombe
1st AC: Jonathan Kyle
2nd AC: Sam Maritz
Gaffer: Michael Geeringh
Best Boy Lighting: Matthew Barlow
Spark: Lucca Basson
Stills: Wihann Strauss

Cast:
The Kid: Joshua Higgs
Mom: Marisa Drummond
Dad: Morne Visser
Tow Truck Guy: Heinrich Laubscher
Colourist: Pieter Steyn
Special Thanks: Media Film Service, Labeeq Bardien, Ayanda M